Another Month Has Gone By For Those Who Care.

so maybe i'll start updating, because i have a lot on my mind.
field hockey is starting next week, shoot me.

i've lost a best friend because i was mean to him. (but i still literally love him)

i don't know what to do about working for watson's anymore unless i get time off from cvs photo that i'm hopefully getting a job at!!

cathleen, angela, georgie, tiensy, mike m, and sean have all blown me off as being their friend because as of today we haven't hung out in 3 1/2 weeks. thats pretty sad considering we hung out about everyday since school ended for summer. i <3 them all and it kills me that they don't want to hang out anymore. i swear i've changed, even my mom noticed which is a first considering i don't really talk to her about this sort of thing. she noticed when we were going to the beach last friday, she said to me "christine, where have your friends been? and how come your always so quiet and actually nice to LC and the rest of the fam." and i said "mum, i don't know i've lost best friends that can never be replaced." and then i didn't talk for the whole ride down. ( i swear she thinks theres something wrong with me.)

i've been hanging out with kris and ky a lot when they come home for 2 days from the cape. i've done a lot of hanging out with erika which is always a large plus. i've made a new friend, oh billy, what a funny kid he is. hes such a good friend and we've hung out everyday since we've met, ha since LC hates him becuase hes an asshole, but i don't know where shes gotten that from.

i'll update later i have a ton more to say.